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School promises to be very hectic.
Between that, soccer, work and love boy I don't know where I'll find time to live.
Holy shit.
But you know what?
It's all good cause it's worth it.

I'm going to Edmonton in a month. :D
I'm pretty excited.
And me and Ryan might have tickets to an Oilers game.
That would make my day.
And he might take me to Drumheller to go to the dinosaur museum!
Man, February is going to rule so much.


What else is new?
uuuummmmm
nothing really.
I'm pretty content with life.

What's new with all you fools?

I'm sick of working so much that I don't have time to see my friends.
And I'm sick of feeling guilty about it.


On the plus side, school is restarting so that = less work.
And soccer shall restart, making me happy.
And I'm going to Edmonton next month with the boy AND I GET TO GO TO AN OILERS GAME.
And maybe I'll visit Brocoli and other fun people.

I miss alot of people and it's no good.
And this term promises to be hard work, what with more classes, and me having a job now. 
I'm going to be severely overworked, but it'll be worth it.
I need to remember to save my cash dollas for Edmonton.
I'm going to make Ryan take me to a MAC store hahaha
and it's gonna be amazing.
I'm also going to hunt for a sexy dress.
Cause I want one.

Who would have thought I'd take the D and C I had and turn them into B-'s without trying very hard?
I gave up on school 2 weeks before exams and I pulled that off.
Think what I'd do if i tried.



I fell in love.
and it was grand.
And now I feel like I can do anything.
It's pretty sweet.

I work 40 hours next week.
I work alot lately, and I love it.
mmmm money.
Imma go shopping.



I love Christmas time so much cause it's full of family and fun.
It's so wonderful.
mmmmm.


soocers good, school was good as already mentioned, Ryan's good, works good, all is well in the world of Ashley.

So today I laid in bed with Ryan until like 4.
Those are my favourite days cause we are awesome.
We talked and stuff and it was nice.

Then I came home, showered, and me and Kayla went Christmas shopping.
I got Ryan and Kate's presents and now I just need to get Kayla and my parents presents.

Tomorrow I might set up Christmas shit secretly so my parents are all surprised.
And I have to pay my massive library fee cause I'm a giant nerd.

I'm in love.
Kate I have something to tell you, holy.

ug I am tired.
And done school! yay.

so today I gooot
an anti eyebrow.

bad picture, and it's swollen and I look ugly.
You get the idea.

I will have a surprise this time tomorrow.
I'll let you all know then.

Kate called me yesterday.
Who would have thought the highlight of your week could come so early?
I love you.

So ya. I worked alot, slept none and had a generally good time last week.
I quite enjoy my job.

Curtis ditched me cause he sucks, but we're supposed to hang out tonight.
Saturday I went to Ryan's and proceeded to get very drunk and throw up everywhere LOL
He took such good care of me, what a muffin.
And he slept on the floor so I could have his bed. I love him.

At my game I was SUPER hungover and thought I was going to puke. 
Instead, I got the first goal, and set up the last one.
We won 3-0.
I never score goals. I was pretty pumped.

This week I barely work, and I am glad.
Soon I'm gonna go look for shoes, and go to my store and shop lol
The shirt I want betta still be there.

ok so
I should be getting some much needed sleep, but I'm dumb so I'm not.

I'm so overworked, dear lord.
I shall break down my week for you.

Yesterday: class 9:30-10:20, come home eat quick and go to work for 1. Work till 10, unloading a 30 foot semi trailer full of tables/merchandise for the store. We finished unloading around 5:30, and then we started unpacking boxes and hanging stuff up.
I then went straight from work to my soccer game at 10:15 and kicked a bunch of ass while half dead. I got home at midnight, at and went to bed.

Today: Got up at 5:45, went to clinical. Was there from 7:30-12:30. Booked it to McDicks (ew) and then ate and drove fast to make it to work for 1. Worked till 10, still unloading boxes. I cannot currently move.

Tomorrow: Class all day and studying for my exam Friday. This is my only day to study a months worth of reading.

Thursday: Clinical from 7:30-12:30, then book it to work for 1, work till 10.

Friday: Class 9:30-10:20. Exam at 11. Work 1-10. Hang out with Curtis.

Saturday: work 10:30-6:30. Hang out with Ryan.

Sunday: I was going to say blissful rest but then I remembered I have a game at 5:15. So soccer.

Someone kill me now, please.
My body aches.
Ouch.

Plus I am very hungry.

I love my life.
Ya'll can't stop me now.

School is stressful, and I got a job, yo.
I rule at life.

Kelsey's birthday was alot of fun, and I needed that.
I love those girls.
And I saw Jessica, and we shook our groove things.
Costumes are fun.


And some... stuff happened that I was trying not to let happen and it did anyway.

I hate how life just takes you where it wants sometimes and doesn't stop to make sure you're ready for it.
And it keeps going and there's nothing you can do but let it, even when you try to stop, it keeps shooting on.
fuck. things are weird and I still don't know where its going.


Last night me and Jenessa went to Joels and hot tubbed with him, Tyler and Garrett.
Then we left and got pizza, and then went to her place and just chilled.
Then Curtis called all drunk and we went and picked him up and hung out for a bit.
It was a really chill night, I enjoyed it.


Kate you missed my mom drunk dialing me last weekend, so funny.
And I saw Cory again at Rum Jungle.


I need to study but I have too much in my head, it won't stop.
Alas, the mind stops for noone/

I'm a really crappy person to decide to date.
Don't decide to date me.
I won't be ready for it.
Now I feel all shitty.
I'm sorry.

Dear lord, why do I do this to myself.
I feel better though.
But still really bad.
Sorry.

I am ridiculously busy this week.
I miss Kevin.
And I miss Kate.
And Tuesday was so fucking scary.
My beloved Ryan almost got pwnt.
Chris to the rescue!

You're all hookers.
Don't ask me my opinion on your sex lives with lots of details.
I don't care, and don't want to hear it.

In other news, studying is a bitch.

um new journal.